Wednesday, December 9, 2009


This is a song I wrote a few years back during our youth camp in Baguio. I'm still trying to recall the second verse, but anyway, here's the first part. I'll try to upload an audio file soon. =P


I have tried
Doing it all on my own
And failing I
Looked for ways to go on
And be strong

And I've travelled in this
Endless road of
Trying, failing, crying
Until I saw your cross
But now I'm crying cause You died
And You gave it all before
You've given me Your cross

What else can I do
But sit and trust You
And wait for Your pow'r
To work here, now

What more can I say
Than Lord have Your way
Come live in my life
I'm just Your audience

Monday, December 7, 2009


It hasn't been such a very good night. It's like whenever I attempt to smile, tears would start welling in my eyes. My heart feels heavy. Every beat seems distant, silent. It's like my heart is in a void, and my chest hollow. I think i need a hug.